I’m not going to pretend I have this world figured out. That would take way too many countless nights of no sleep. And even if that was the one thing I wanted to do in my life, I would only end up empty. Empty knowing this world isn’t meant to be figured out. Its almost like the round-about these urban planners keep developing. Once you enter everything seems rushed, unnatural and you only just go in circles. I drive through one ever day on my way to work. At first I thought it was a good idea then I just started to wonder why they just couldn’t have left it be. That’s how I feel about trying to figure out life. It seems like a good idea at the time. But once I enter that mind of thinking, I can’t stop and my thoughts only start moving in circles. And then I get that out of control feeling. The one where you are going too fast in a circle and physics just takes over. You can’t move your arms and it feels almost like your floating. But really. Do. Not. Try. To. Figure. Out. life. The only thing you’ll realize is that the mind can be a terrible thing.